Wad I Want

So I had a most invigorating thought yesterday at the Internship Fair ... its all a bloody waste of time ... haha for me at least. Here's the clarification. You know all that investment banking crap? I feel that I've been working so hard for something I never wanted anyway and its abt time to move on to what I really wanna do. Haha I still dun have a clear idea of what yet but I know it lies in the field of government-related work since that is where my interests lies. In the meanwhile I'll still be looking at corporate banking and consultancy but I'll be keeping my eyes open at the NGO fairs as well. Sheesh Wilfred is right ... its all about selling your soul to those hungry, maniacal firms ... I feel tired and unclean after all that rushing and mad jostling somehow. Anyhowz ... it is LATE 0251 to be exact. Have to get more work done this week cos Rome beckons next week!

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
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We all lose our way sometimes and all we need is good support and advice and a few moments of thought to regather our direction in life