Bloody Internships

Now that I can't put it off any longer ... I'm starting to feel the pinch, the pain of not having sent out the bloody crappy internships earlier. Now I even have to worry abt an internship back home in SGP. Being intrinsically short-sighted, you find that you are able to enjoy moments in life without having to worry too much (i.e. happy go lucky); but when events catch up to you and you find yourse;f doubly stressed. No choice now, no looking back, only forward. Firstly I need to get my thoughts settled. I need to decide. Then I need to research more and act - also get my Dad to ahem HELP if possible (yesh the sad fact of life is that influence ALWAYS helps - hopefully he's got smth I can use). Then I have to walk resolutely forward no matter the outcome. But before all that, I need to pray and gather strength, direction and calm.