Sometimes U Just Can't Smile ...

'Smile' - its my motto. It gives you strength when you're weak and it gives others strength too. Yet some days you just can't smile. Everything comes crashing down and you're left with. Rubble. Funny how some days are when everything just seem just dreary and dull and there's nothing you can do to rememdy it. Introspection. Older, wiser but in many ways still diffident. Diffidence. Because the world is uncertain. Because no matter how much you try your life is not yours but the product of other's decisions. Because we fear the unknown. Because failure is so terrible we fear to try. Because we are only ants in a milieu too large to comprehend. Recall. He is with us. I should have more faith. I will leave all in his hands then. Older, wiser I am. Forward-looking I will be. Good Nite Singapore. Good Nite London.