Monday, December 27, 2004

Shopping Addict!

Arghhh! I am now a CERTIFIED TRUE BLUE SHOPPING ADDICT! Since returning from UK I must have spent like close to a thousand bucks? Phew dun let Dad see this! Anyway I just came home from JB and although I am satisfied with my haul this time round ... my pockets are also much lighter! I bought the complete 6 DVD set of the Get Backers anime for S$100. Pirated DVDs. Haha had a pretty paranoid-filled experience through customs as Jeremy kept insisting that we were gonna be caught. Oh and funniest thing (or worst thing depending on whose point of view) was Gore (my brother 's) custom experience. He was behind me at the Sinagpore customs and was taking a real long time. I looked back and asked him why the hell he was taking so long. He said, "a little problem ..." Later I found out that the little problem was his unrenewed passport. Upon questioning he said, "I though I could renew it here wad!" *ROFL* I had a hard time sympathizing with him cos it was such a stupid and yesh abusurdly funny screw-up. Well anyway we had to leave without him and he wasn' too devastated anyway cos he'd been to JB too many times in the past year.
I had lotsa good food there and buoyed by the knowledge that the MIGHTY POUND was seven times the strength of the ringgit, I went on a spending and wating spree! Sushi King, Roti Prata, Nasi Lemak, Roti Boy, Pasta .... ah Heaven is a Place on earth ... even if only for a few bliss seconds!
Gotta start packing my suitcase soon ... dun wanna be as last minute as the last time - where I was packing till the last second b4 I left (and incidentally forgot quite a few things ...). Heh I'm slowing ticking away on my wish-list for London - Pineapple tarts, pork floss, nutella, luncheon meat. Yeah the wierdest things that you'll miss when u are home away from home.
Hmm only three days left to New Year's Eve ... dunno wad I'm gonna do though. Kinda got tired of those mass parties already. Anyway they're always swamped with hoards of Banglas (hehe I am not rascist ok! it is true!). Ah well mebbe I should just stay low-key this year. Contemplate all that has happened this year? Prepare goals for next year? Haha.
Anyway to all frens out there have a HAPPY NEW YEAR! God Bless you all for the next 365 days!

Friday, December 24, 2004

Christmas Eve, 24th Dec 2004

Queer. Dats the word to describe today, 24th Dec 2004, Christmas Eve. The day seemed to have passed in a sorta haze ... and suddenly before I know it ... its 2200, two hrs from xmas and I haven't done anything! I mean our family isn't very Christmassy normally but this year it was even more muted cos our grandma was admitted to the hospital recently for a hip fracture - recovering well now - and so no one was in the mood for our regular turkey dinner. Argh ... I remember when we were younger we used to have these cute little candlelight celebrations where we lighted these gigantic Christmas candles and waited for the striking of the 12th hour. Hey ok it doesn't sound like much but we had fun back then haha now it seems eveyone has their own agenda, their own problems and everyone just drifts off in their own direction. Sighz.
Hah but enuf of that! Today I read my first novel since returning. Yay! Bought it yesterday. I love reading (non-fiction i mean) cos it seems to just free you at least for awhile from this world. You get caught up in more exciting, fantastical, sometimes more ideal worlds. You noe this is a bizarre side of myself that I have never reconciled? I mean most times I am pretty practical and eschew idealistic notions and courses of action. Yet at the same time I love dreaming and thinking (I woudn't exactly call it fantasizing hehe) about other realities. Alright basically a day-dreamer. Haha I feel especially good when I wake up from a particularly odd or fantastical dream - seems to make everything so much lighter and more bearable! Ah well everyone has their own eccentricities I guess ... hehe.
Well in tune with today's rather boring and aimless pursuit of something to do ... I present Stacy Orrico's (There's Gotta Be) More To Life. Heard on the radio this morning while doing gym and it sorta's been stuck in there the whole day now. Yeah its true sometimes I do get these momentary setbacks where I turn my head on all thats happening and just wonder what everything is all abt. He has smth planned out for all of us ... but sometimes u just wished you knew a little more ... know wad I mean? Jeesh this is the kinda thing that happens when I have too much time to think ...

Yea, yea
Oh ohh, yeaaa
I've got it all, but I feel so deprived
I go up, I come down and I'm emptier inside
Tell me what is this thing that I feel like I'm missing
And why can't I let it go

There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more
Than wanting more

I've got the time and I'm wasting it slowly
Here in this moment I'm half way out the door
Onto the next thing, I'm searching for something that's missing

There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more
I'm wanting more.....

I'm always waiting on something other than this
Why am I feelin' like there's something I missed.....

There's gotta be more to life...
Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...
Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more to life...

Than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me
Cause the more that I'm...Tripping out thinking there must be more to life
Well it's life, but I'm sure... there's gotta be more to life....life..
ohh...more to life..life..theres gotta be more to life...
ohh...more to life....theres gotta be more to life...ohhh

Merry Xmas everyone

Christmas Isn't Christmas ...

Well ... remember that I mentioned that I haven't been going out? Well dats been drastically amended! Haven't been seeing much of home for the last few days. I met the LSE guys one day for lunch at Crystal Jade; did shopping for stuff I will need in London; then hosted my buddies over for a movie at our place (where we attempted to watch this horrible chick flick "white chicks" - we almost reached the end of the first disc when our natural instincts told us that it was simply plain WRONG to continue!); today went out with my Dad for our bi-annual shopping trip - where we buy everything we might need for the next six months and then no more till June! - where I bought my new specs, a shirt, cap, running attire and yesh my new 6100! Haiz I know I keep losing my phone! That as I said will all change now (eh at least I will try wahahahah!). Its apparently one of the last few 6100s left cos the phone is now out of production! Sighz no more 6100 if I lose this one.
Hmm after that I met Chuanni and Howe for a Carol Candlelight Christmas Service. Right I got a crappy seat cos I was late and had to watch the entire service from some projector screen but overall it was splendid! I love the hymns and my favouritestttttt of them all are the Xmas ones! Cos it got better when the lights went off and everyone lighted their candles! Heh some parts were a little lame but the Xmas skit was pretty cute - the Xmas Story, Youth Version, i.e. modern day adaptation.
One song I particularly liked ... it goes smth like this "Christmas Isn't Christmas ... Till It Happens In Your Heart ... Somewhere Deep Inside You ... Is Where Christmas Really Starts ..." Heh dun really noe all the lyrics but it was the finale song and when it ended everyone was like really in the Xmas spirit and wishing each other. Hah but even in the midst of the Xmas spirit and all Singaporeans will still be Singaporeans. As we left the Church we throwed away our candles into this black bag. BUT some cheapskate guys were actually fishing for not-too-used candles and pocketing them! Hehe! Some of these sights are just unique to our dear FINE city, Singapore! Haha!
Hey but relevance aside, since returning from UK, I find myself making constant comparisons between London and Singapore. The inefficient Tube vs the speedy MRT. The more gracious Londoners (or at least more so) vs the intolerably rude bums u sometimes meet whilst walking along Orchard Road. The BLAZING HEAT vs the drafty london air ... Hey but comparisons aside, I love London and I love Singapore - the former for the fun and excitement everyday I am there and the latter because it is HOME!
Christmas Isn't Christmas ... Without U ...

Monday, December 20, 2004

Ma-ia-hii, Ma-ia-huu, Ma-ia-hoo, Ma-ia-haha!!!

Well I fell much better today. Was going through a wierd patch of depression yesterday but you know sleep always proves it miracles when taken in copious amounts. Not a very eventful day today but I got things done certainly! Settled many administrative issues both Singsoc and personal and feel much more carefree now ... which is a little bad really. Cos I'm a little workaholic and as much as I complain, without things to do I feel very aimless. In this sense I am a bit too much like my Dad. I relaxed a lot in London but smth abt the climate here I think reves me back up to full steam again! Sighz the contradictions of life!
Anyway gonna meet some of the LSE peeps for lunch at Crystal Jade tmr. You noe the shocking truth?!! I have never eaten there b4! Never saw the need to cos I prefered Western food back then but NOW after three months of sandwiches and beef hah! But oddly I dun feel any great longing for Singaporean food. But can't to think of it I wasn't really a great foodie or anything and perhaps also because I adapt pretty well to changes I think.
Here's a nice cheery little tune by the Romanian band O-Zone! Its really lively and really perks you up. A testimony to the fact the music even when intelliegible has a very powerful effect. Translation is available but it sounds very discordant so I didn't bother with it ... Like all things its better in its original form.

Dragostea Din Tei - by O-Zone

Ma-ia-hii
Ma-ia-huu
Ma-ia-hoo
Ma-ia-haha (Chorus 1 x 04 times)

Alo, Salut, sunt eu, un haiduc,
Si te rog, iubirea mea, primeste fericirea.
Alo, alo, sunt eu Picasso,
Ti-am dat beep, si sunt voinic,
Dar sa stii nu-ti cer nimic.

Vrei sa pleci dar nu ma, nu ma iei,
Nu ma, nu ma iei, nu ma, nu ma, nu ma iei.
Chipul tau si dragostea din tei,
Mi-amintesc de ochii tai. (Chorus 2 x 02 times)

Te sun, sa-ti spun, ce simt acum,
Alo, iubirea mea, sunt eu, fericirea.Alo, alo, sunt iarasi eu, Picasso,
Ti-am dat beep, si sunt voinic,
Dar sa stii nu-ti cer nimic.

Chorus 2
Chorus 1
Chorus 2

Friday, December 17, 2004

Hmmm it all seems surreal!

You know I'm finally back after 3 mths and it all seems a little surreal? (did i spell that correctly???) I spent part of the first day in the gym (absurdly, I was so tired i took a nap in between times). I slept pretty late yesterdat with the end result that I slept TWENTY HOURS. Yes TWENTY HOURS. Sleeping. Phew! Woke up at 6pm today. It seems that I am just a little disconnected with wad is happenin here? I was just listening to some guys on the train yesterday. Hehe their Singlish was so thick I realized I had a problem understanding! And I was away for only 3 mths! Sheesh! Have not eaten much food or met many frens yet ... but will rectify that soon! Think I just need awhile to get reaclamatized again! Realized that it isn't gonna be much of a vacation this time ... there is just so much to do!
Heih ... I have just decided that I need more organization in my life (cos I think Michaelmas term was pretty much a series of chaotic events for me ... I just sorta bumbled from one to the other ...) ... so I have put into place several measures to counter this trend! (1) I will buy and use an organizer (my phone was the only other alternative but I kept losing it) ... (2) Do a possession check everytime I leave a place (I gotta stop losing things ... arghhh!) ... (3) Plan at least a little in advance (can't always leave it to God hehe ... He only helps those who help themselves ...) ... (4) Be more calm and composed (you can't think when u are in a frenzy!). Hee hopefully I will succeed in undertaking all of these measures and again hopefully they do work!

Wednesday, December 15, 2004

Wow! Paris, A Birthday Bash, SQ 319 and HOME sweet HOME!

Wow! Wad can I say but WOW! The last few days have just been too packed for me to possibly pen all my thots down. But wonderful it was and especially so due to the numerous ups and downs. Paris, then rushing around London to get my belongings sorted out and finally the flight home - when the fact that I was finally coming home to my home, family and frens in Singapore just sank through! Harried as the last few days have been though (I have not slept in 29 hrs in an attenpt to avoid jet lag), they have also been some of the most eventful days of my London experience and possibly the last few years.
Paris did not exactly live up to my expectations cos at times you got the impression of a rather dingy and dodgy city. But it is an old city after all and all the twisting alleys and odd hexagonal junctions are in a way a kind of historical relic. Contrastingly, juxtapositioned against this are some of the most magnificent monuments and buildings and architecture of the age. From Le Cathedral de Notre Dame to La Tour d'Eiffel (hehe still stuck in French mode) and the less well-known but equally awesome Le Patheon, Paris has it all. Its cultural and historical richness is, I believed unmatched by almost any other city on Earth.
Hey but apart from that, we had great food! Oh I love the hot steaming crepes in the cold and freezing air (yeah it was really cold ... I was in 4 layers!), the delectible French cuisine (served in a restaurant with NO English speakers and staffed with churlish and rather rude waiters! but ... all in all still wonderfull French!), our yeah yummy Buffalo Grill! (fancy eating American steak in the middle of Paris hehe!)
Overall it was a memorable trip, etched firmly in memory as a result of the cornucopia of sights, sounds, twisting emotions and sheer adrenaline!
We celebrated Yve's bday when we returned. BB and Yirong bought her an M&S cake and I gave her the present I had acquired a few days back. Heh it was a cute little celebration with just the 4 of us with us - poking fun at each other all the while. Sometimes the simplest ways are the best. They brings out the spirit and true nature of things I believe.
The next day (today?) was just a mess and a blur to me ... rushing around settling my e-ticket, getting lunch from Wright's Bar - yes it opens during the holidays too -, negotiating with the receptionist at Passfield, getting my 40 kg luggage (yes 40 kg! I carry as much home as some people carry to London! haha! most of it food for the family!) across the bloody green park tube station which is NOT equipped with any equipment wadsoever for poor people like moi! But at Heathrow it was all different. Thanx to Dad's Solitaire PPS thingy I got a taste of SIA's First Class lounge! Wow I like the good life already! Ah its so nice to be rich! Sighz ... one day. I filled myself with spring roll's, freshly made hot noodles, shortbread, yogurt, cappuchino etc etc whilst watching my collection of anime (one piece!!!). I was so full that by the time dinner was served on the plane I could hardly eat! Hmm the flight back was pretty uneventful ... I tried and succesfully did stay awake most of the flight in order to not become another victim of the ruthless JET LAG! It was good to see my family again (ALMOST all since Rory is not back yet AGAIN ... but wad so unusual?). Too bad Dad had to leave for Korea after only one hour, we didn't even get a chance for dinner together. Den came down to the airport to pick me up and I got our customary BEEEG HUG! Ah now I'm torn between two homes.
It's done. Now all I have to do is wait. (But I hate waiting!!!)

Dreaming of You - Selena
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I'd wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too

Cuz I'm dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room, Dreaming about you and me

Wonder if you even see me
And I wonder if you know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes
Would you see what's inside? Would you even care?

I just wanna hold you close
But so far, all I have are dreams of you
So, I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you (Yes, I do)

I'll be dreaming of you tonight
Till tomorrow, I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room, Dreaming about you and me

Ahhh...I can't stop dreaming of you
Ahhh...I can't stop dreamin

Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I'd stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that you came up to me
And said, "I love you; I love you too"

Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
Till tomorrow, and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Then here in my room,
Dreaming with you endlessly...

Saturday, December 11, 2004

Paris!!!

Yay!!! Paris here I come!!!

Friday, December 10, 2004

MOS Rocks!

Woohoo! Went to the Ministry of Sound yesterday! Dats London's best night club suppossedly! I met up with Yvette and Hui Fern and their rugby fren Sharon (from US) and togther with Boon Bu we went to Elephant & Castle where MOS is located. Well we got in at ard 1220 and there was a total of altogther three different rooms. The first one was playing my fav - retro; the second was jamming out R & B and the third was some wierd alternative techno stuff! The R & B was surprisingly good and it made this the best clubbing experience of London and possibly my life! Zouk ain't hold a candle to this place! Oddly I seem to have developed smth of a pretty strong resistance to alcohol. After two shots and a breezer I was still plain sober! Hah but still it was fun especially with the company we had. Many LSE people and some frens from King's college as well. Arggh I tell u I am getting addicted to clubbing again! I have clubbed more times in these 10 weeks than in the past 10 mths! Haha! Oh yah BB made a comment which made several of us pretty amused. He said, after we left MOS that he now had bragging rights - to tell peeps that he had been to MOS! Haha wad a guy, he really has a Cost-Benefit Analysis for everything and even going to have fun clubbing is a matter or pros vs cons! Phew ... its practical but it certainly stresses out your life ... I mean imagine calculating the UTILITY of every single activity and weighing it against its costs! Anyway back to MOS! When the music stopped at 3, Yvette was rather miffed! Apparently someone told her that it would last all the way till 7! haha! But i dun think any club has license to hold a party so late (or early depending on your inclination ...). Phew, today was a pretty hectic day. I came home at abt 1230 and since then have been clearing things, replying to email, settling singsoc stuff, packing my lugggage, planning appts, doing my laundry (at 2 am, yesh!)! But soon we will be going to Paris yay! Reminds me I have to go check out places to visit soon! Righteyo will try to squeeze an entry in tmr b4 our departure ...

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

Virtu (1%) Vs Fortuna (99%)

Good Morning!!! Yes this is officially the first morning where I have had the time to do anything! School is coming to an end! And yeah although I do miss home ... but I have come to love this city! Have been missing out on a few days of blogging but lemme fill you in. Hmm basically I spent much of the weekend trying to finish ALL my hw ... yesh they are ALL complete at last! Machiavelli is now the nemesis of my life! Dun wanna have anything to do with that loony philosopher for at least a few weeks!
Oh and guess wad? I lost my &*(&(*%$ handphone again! When I left the bus on Sunday ... I realized that I had left my HP on the bus! Haha when someone asked me why did I not check the area where I left my handphone I replied that it had driven off hehehehe! Alright I shoudn't sound so merry ... haha. Oh yeah that day presented moi with another string of misfortunes! After ten minutes into the game (the 11-a-side soccer that LSESS organised for London schools) I was really on-form BUT jon had to be all bloodthirsty and came running straight into yesh my torn and battered left knee ... AND boom I was on the ground in agony. Out of the rest of the tournament even though we had to stay to shepard the tournament to its conclusion! Didn't have any lunch that day but had bucket loads of junk food including SEVEN packets of walkers! Phew ... but overall it was fun ... these kinda crappy things do happen and its God's will I guess cos at the end we come out fitter, stronger and full of more experiences! Heh after that we even had dinner at Wong Kei AGAIN! Can't believe that Jon after being here for more than a year had not tried that famous or should we say infamous restaurant. For those of you back home ... I do have some fotos of this supossedly triad-run place. The service stinks for one thing. Haha but that's wad u pay for cheap food!
Yesterday ... I pontanged two lectures to get to a rugby match with Yvette and her fren Tien Tien (the often talked-about girl whom I have finally met!). Heih ... it was another day of bad luck ... YESH ... typical JUSTIN LUCK ... ALL BAD! We were late for the match for one thing and after that buses were diverted. But the match was pretty exciting. I mean the entire atmosphere was simply palapable even from miles away. It was an Oxford, Cambridge match. Great rivals if there ever were any. Cambridge went down 11-18. The crowad was simply nutty though. There were two streakers (I got pics hehe!) and on our side the Cambridge crowd was full of antics at one point even taking off their shoes to sing "shoes off if you love Cambridge ..." We went into the Twickenham Rugby Store which I never knew till now was the home ground stadium of the English Rugby team. Heh everything was as usual too ex ... but I loved the rugby jerseys ... at the end of these three years I will definitely get 1 I promise! After the match, we walked till we were lost and when we finally caught a bus to the town .... the picadilly line was SUSPENDED! Hah! Justin Luck indeed! We had kebabs whilst waiting for the line to resume and I ordered this 'large-size' lamb donner which was HUGE. The remains of which is still seating in the fridge awaiting late-night consumption. Anything which is large enuf to allow me to pack ... is trust me REALLY huge. We made our way to Harrods later on but guess wad ... or no need to guess .... it was closed! And same for Covent Garden too where we actually missed a stop and had to take a train BACK! Hahaha ... rather hillarious now that I think about it ... I mean it really takes a certain special level of 'ability' (?) to encounter so much misfortune in one day! Haha as Machiavelli says in life on needs not only virtu (ability) but oso fortuna (luck) and I have zilch! Arghhhh! Okay thats too much whining ... I shoudn't ... God has granted many luxuries and basically a Good Life to me.
Well I was exhausted from the last few days when I had ran on nothing more than a few hours of sleep and SHEER WILLPOWER! Hence I fell asleep within 10 min of reaching Passfield!

Sunday, December 05, 2004

Barrel!!! And barrels of beer!

I went for the AU BARREL!!!! What an experience it was! Actually decided not to go the day b4 yet when I met Scott on the way home ... the temptation was to strong and I succumbed! We went to get our costumes togther! I was a priest ... very unrecognizable though haha. It was just an entire milling mass of really high peeps. There I met Jon, Yvette, Hui Fern, Andrew and my running club mates (only 4 of us - my club is so sad!). I had a total of 6 pints of snake bite! Horrible stuff really but the best beer I have tasted. Once we the 3 of us - Jon, Yvette and I had a race to down our pints. I was so totally bloated I nearly couldn't get anything down! Later I actually fell asleep on a couch! In the middle of a club at 1330 in the afternoon! Cos I had a really pounding spinnin headache after all dat and I had a fantastic sleep spanning 13 hrs - from 8-9! Not only was my migraine gone but the fatigue of the week past had finally drained away! Of cos thats all useless now cos I am still up at 0200 doing my stupid Machiavelli essay! He's a pretty interesting guy to read but there's just no kick doing it under studying conditions! Sighz anyway I shall continue tmr since I am almost done now.
I was walking to King's College Chapel for the OCF Christmas Party and it was freezing as usual. But just then I revelled in the pure and icy cold! It was wonderful despite the chill in your bones and the shivers up your spine!Simply delectable! I can't quite describe it simply that it was almost like an adrenaline boost! Made me high! (Or was I just high from the last vestiges of the AU barrel? hehe) Does this sound a little sadistic? But its true ... does anyone feel the same?!!!

Friday, December 03, 2004

Stay - Bic Runga

Hmm it was Noelle's birthday on Wed! I got a box of chocolates and wrote a note for her. Hmm may not be the most difficult choices of all as a present but I believe that presents should be (1) useful or (2) edible! Haha those kinds of presents are simply the best cos they deliver the most utility, ornaments are nice to look at but ultimately serve no purpose (haha ... can tell I've been doing too much econs!).
Oh yah ran a race on wednesday. It was at Hackney Marshes in Zone 3. I did a pretty good personal best time of 30-31 i think for a sllightly over 5 mile race. Pretty satisfied. But during the race it was agony. Real bad this time cos the ground was really slippery in some areas worsening my flat foot problem. Hmm sometimes I wonder if I'll be able to continue running anymore after a few years. After every race my knees and ankles seem to be detiorating ... haiz!
Went over to holborn to study later and guess wad since it was election day they were serving free pizzas! Just perfect for my exhausted and malnutritioned self!
Hmm this evening I went to the CU Carol Service. Not fantastically wonderful or inspiring but I enjoyed singing the carols again. They seem to lift u up and make u happier everytime! The meaning of Christmas was the theme. And it did make me ponder a little more about the meaning of xmas more than usual - christ's birth - since in Singapore it is a relatively commercialistic and uneventful (or rather not so celebrated) holiday as compared to London.
Got back to Passfield Hall pretty late and I was just cooking my dinner when the FIRE ALARM went off! Cracks! I was so miffed that as the entire hall filtered out into the streets I continued cooking my supper and later eating it. And as my suspicions proved right ... it was a FALSE ALARM! Mwahaha!
Anyway have been studying till pretty late the last few days so ... been wanting to get more sleep but apparently its still not possible today ... sighz! Gonna catch what measly sleep I still can get so good nite!
P.S. Have been listening to this song non-stop! You noe I have this theory about how one will choose and listen to songs based on one's mood but the more one listens to the song, the more it dominates your mood and a feedback effect occurs. So if u are melancholy and listen to a melancholy song you'll just get more and more melancholy ... drats! (did any of u get that?)

Stay - Bic Runga

Don't stray
Don't ever go away
I should be much to smart for this
You know it gets the better
Of me sometimes
When you and I collide
I fall into an ocean of you
Pull me out in time
Don't let me drown
Let me down I say its all because of you and here I go
Losing my control
I'm practising your name
So I can say it to your face it doesn't seem right
To look you in the eye
And let all the things you mean to me
Come tumbling out my mouth indeed its time
Tell you why I say its infinately true
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
And there's no cure
And no way to be sure
Why everythings turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired
I feel so uninspired
My head is battling with my heart
My logic has been torn apart
And now
It all turns sour
Come sweeten
Every afternoon
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
Say you'll stay
Don't come and go
Like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know
All about you
Its all because of you
Its all because of you